Гра (Лакрімоза)

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Гра (Лакрімоза)

You're taking the mask and hiding your face

You dive in the dark incredible dense

You're merging with it to learn the main point

And this how we start our dangerous joint



I'll come out to the light and I don't have to hide

I'll show you my face and I'm really decided

But I won't stop for now our perilous play

I'll hide deep in my heart this sorrowful betray



We'll set up our game, from now till the end

We'll be both in traps so we'll have to defend

Forever united, we can't be apart

Although we have really such different hearts



So we'll be together even if faraway

Neither enemies, friends we will have both to stay

Like this we can pass this infinity odd

Because we're not humans and fortunately not gods




- Just look at him... he really fixed his eyes on her. I have been watching them for so many days, and he still can’t stop looking at her. Is it love? Hmm ... Did the Light really decide that he is able to love?

You know, it seems to me that people consider true love to be self-denying, disinterested and even capable of self-sacrifice if necessary ... Do you think the Light is able to make a sacrifice for love? Is it possible for him to put happiness of this average girl above his own? Can he does something, that I would never do? It's funny ... He's the Light and I'm The Dark, so what? It’s all for the sake of rant .. These are just empty words. In fact, we have almost no difference. We are the same - empty and incapable of true emotions and feelings. I have been watching the others like us for many millennia, and I prove my point of view again and again. It's even boring to watch us - no chance to see something new. But people, they are interesting. They still can surprise me. I'm the Dark. But can I be so cruel as a man? Oh no, it's a wrong question. Of course, I can, for me it's not a problem, I have no notion of "conscience," no matter what I do I will not feel remorse. Unlike them, I don't see any sense in such cruelty . I'm not interested in it. And it seems that people enjoy it, and they get their head into their own meanness, destroying each other with great ingenuity, sometimes even quite aimlessly. Their imagination in this field simply has no limits. These people, they are bloodthirsty. And at the same time, they are capable of such noble, pure, high deeds that the Light can only be aspired to achieve. Perhaps we both just lack imagination ... You know what? I'll play one game with him. I will show him that he is incapable of neither real feelings nor real actions. And at the same time I'll see whether this girl does. She also seems to be in love ... I will kill her. In front of the Light. He will not interfere even if it's in fact his direct responsibility. He'll do nothing, because he knows that he could be with her only when her spirit is away from her body. Of course, it may cost me a fortune - we can’t directly intrude into the life of mortals. But I will venture. If he does not step in, it will counterbalance my action and I'll win. And the winners, as people say are not to be judged. But if I start and can't bring this plan to an end ... although I'm sure in the fidelity of my assumptions. Well, shall we play? At least, it's more interesting than sitting here in the shadows, going crazy because of boredom and talking to myself ...



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She was filled with happiness. She was in love, she was beloved and there was nothing better in the world than love. Today they spent the whole day together, walking deserted streets of the old town, holding hands, talking quietly about something and keeping their eyes on each other. And in the evening he saw her home, they stood in embrace for a long time, unable to unlock their arms to say good bye, even for a few hours. He whispered about his love, that he would never let her go, that it was the best thing that ever happened to him in his life, she was melting of happiness in his hands, searching for his lips again and again. And when he finally said goodbye and kissed her one more time, his figure dissolved in evening twilight, she felt anxiety. She was standing on the stairs near the door of her house, everything remained familiar, but still something was wrong. She reminded that during the last few days on the verge of consciousness for several times occurred an uncomfortable feeling that she has been watched. But only now, when she was alone, she understood that it was not an illusion. She was scared, she turned to enter the house and at this moment her eyes met with eternity. It was drowning in darkness and dragging her up.

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How difficult it was to let her go. He never thought that he could love someone so much. When she was in his arms, the whole world lost its value. What a great happiness it was to feel the warmth of her body, inhale the aroma of her hair, her lip gloss. But the last rays of the sun disappeared behind the horizon, and they had to say good bye to meet again the next morning. While walking he felt the warmth of her eyes on him, which was heating so gently his heart. Until the road turned and hid him from her eyes. And suddenly it became cold. Cold and scary. He made few uncertain steps and stopped. Suddenly, he felt that something bad happened. He turned around and ran back at full speed. A turn and here he was again, he could see the house again, the stairs and her. Her back was turned and upon her... Maybe it was just a game of evening shadows, but for a moment it seemed that he saw over his beloved a high female figure dressed in black. The vision lasted only for a moment, and then the black figure melted, and his beloved shook and flew down the stairs. When she almost touched the ground, he managed to catch her lifeless body ...

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She had a feeling as if she woke up in the morning after a bad dream, which appeared to be forgotten as soon as she opened her eyes. It was surprisingly light around her. She was unusually calm. She looked up and saw an unknown boy who bended over her. She never saw more beautiful face, and his eyes ... They seemed to have absorbed all the radiance of the sun and the depth of the sky. His eyes were turned to her, he was piercing her heart with warmth, calling somewhere in unexplored worlds, promising her an unearthly bliss. The young man smiled gently , held out his hand, she felt an unspeakable joy, smiled in response and put her hand in his with a sinking heart to go wherever he would lead. It was clearly understood that he is the only person she wants to spend the eternity with. She has already made a step, when deeply in her consciousness she heard somebody's scream. Someone was calling her from a far distance. He was crying and sobbing. A young man was leading her somewhere to the unknown, but beautiful place and only by means of a huge effort, she managed to tear her gaze from his eyes and look back ...



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- How hackneyed. Each time the same thing. All these loving couples are the same. Same words, same promises, the gleam in their eyes, their movements. How boring. How many times I've seen it all ... First, they all talk to each other about eternity, having no idea of what it really is, and as a result only some of them can hold together at least for a few years. It's ridiculous. Well, I was right - you took my gift, the Light, you let me interrupt her earthly existence and now she's yours. Just as I expected. But this mortal is still waiting for something. Look - he's calling her, he thinks that she can hear it. Doesn't he really underst... Oh, really - she heard him. It seems like she even wants to come back. Hmm ... what is this, the Light, where is your power over humans? And that's all that you can, even having behind millenarys? Take just one of your shell alone, not to mention the radiance of eternity, radiating in your eyes. Hopelessly. Despite the fact that, infact, people can not resist the higher powers. Should not be able to. It is an axiom. But as you can see, sometimes they may surprise you very well. But now it does not matter. Why are you standing, the Light? Take her with you. Another step and the connection between her body and soul will finally be broken and she will forget about everything. You will receive a wonderful toy ... What? He let her go? It can not be true. You also decided to surprise me, the Light? And you still can't really do anything. You can't bring her back to life and you know it. You should think before, the Light. Okay, let's continue our game. What if I step out again of the shadows, and will do all that you can't venture? I'll burst her connection with the world of mortals and you will be forced to take her away ...



***To kill a human is really simply. I know it, the Light knows is, all those like us know it. Many of us know it from our own experience. Just out of curiosity. The curious were on both sides. Because light and darkness does not always mean good and evil. There is nothing absolute in this world. Today even this Light revealed the darkness that he hid in himself - I took up life, and he was silent, hiding in the shadows his bright eyes. And what made him act in this way? Something good and bright - he decided that he loved. How ironically ... And what's next? The Light touched the darkness, he felt it, but he could not go through it and retreated, even understanding that there was no way back. The soul can't return to the body in which faded vitality. It is doomed to wander among the humans as an unrequited invisible shadow. And the Light can only reach out and take her there, where she will forget about neither sadness nor happiness. But now he does not dare to do it against her will. He thought that everything would be so simple, that the one he loved the most in the world would follow him. It did not work out. Look, the Light – this is love and you will never know it. You can't even walk till the end of the chosen path, you worth only contempt , the Light. I was walking to break the thin thread that has united this soul with the world of mortals. Now, on my part it even looked like an act of mercy. How strangely intertwines good and evil in this world. I was walking slowly, feeling the deathly power growing in me, I had no reason to hurry. The boy full of despair was mourning upon the death body of a girl. Bended over him, cried a soul, invisible to the mortals. I grimly looked at them and suddenly felt so tired.



As if all the thousands of years lived by me, fell on my shoulders like an unspeakable burden. I didn't come closer, I stopped and I threw a cluster of the death in my target...



The Light was in front of me. He stood and smiled easily, though now he should be suffering terrible pain. Astonished I was looking at him and I saw clearly that he was dying. For few seconds his serene look was being crossed with mine, then the Light, closed his extinct eyes and fell on the ground like an ordinary mortal. I could not believe it ... He took my strike instead of that soul and ... and died? This couldn't be real, my shot could not injure him - our forces can influence only mortals. Isn’t it? I stood over him, looking as his body was fading away and did not understand what had happened. Then I looked up and saw the soul of that mortal girl returning back to life. I finally understood - he didn't just saved that mortal from my attack, but he opened himself and gave life power to this girl. He did it to return her to life. In the same time I understood what was waiting for me. By starting this game, I broke the rules and only a victory could allow me to avoid the punishment. But I lost ... Although, I still had time to finish it, I still had time to inflict an another attack. But I didn't move and just looked this soul returning back to life into the body of the girl. I saw how she opened her eyes, whispering the name of her beloved one. I saw him taking his hands from his face, with tears still streaming and the change of the expression on his face and how it instantly became clear ... You know, the Light, probably my interest in people will have a shade of neglect as always... And I despise you for such a senseless act - it was so ... in human way ... But I must admit that I lost today's game. I wanted to show you that you are not capable of something real, and as a result you proved the opposite. And now I do not want to destroy what you have defended by the cost of your existence. You know, maybe we are not as empty as before. Probably thousands of years, spent close to people, made us a bit similar to them. Today I will accept my defeat and I will not regard he price. I looked at the two mortals for the last time, they were already dragging to each other. And at the moment when they linked up in each other’s arms, I felt my body blazing up and filling with an unbearable pain. I was burning from the inside. In a few seconds I would fade away, I would thaw as the morning mist, without leaving even any trace. But it will not be the end. It will take centuries but I will return to life. As it was before. In the same way as this Light, who so thoughtlessly jumped under my attack, will revive once. As all those like us always revive to smolder in the infinity of time. And those two lovers, maybe a little bit different than they are now, will be coming back again and again to love, suffer, dream and die. But unlike us, they will be able to live each life as a new one, they will get to know each other and this world they will enjoy each moment as if it was for the first time. They will never know that this world is circular and there's nothing new here. How tediously ... I'm glad that I have played this game today. And certainly, I'm even glad that have lost it. It's only a pity that in front of me are only several centuries of slumber, and not the real death. Today I managed to dispel this boredom, but how to live, if I have an eternity ahead? Eternity ... It's so boring ...











story by Linayre.

pictures by Triela.

translation by Lelihelija.

thanks to Flash Lightening!!! =3



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